Jugendträume (Dreams of Youth)
Autobiographical slide show with sound
Texts accompanying pictures and music of my parents
I am lying in bed watching my sister standing in front of the mirror and combing her hair.
The index finger of the hand in my pajama pants dabs against the soft skin at the tip of my member.
Suddenly there’s a crazy tingle and itch in my stomach - I am breathless.
Just don’t let it show I think to myself - something has happened.
And it’s already over.
A year later I masturbate in the toilet while I try to picture Venus from the coffee-table book WIEN UND EIN BLICK IN DIE ALPENGAUE.
The toilet paper around my right thigh symbolizes the delicate veil.
